When doing the dance again,
have your sole on the planet
in time to begin now instead.
Where you step to spin
illusion is but a friend
easing an imprisoned mind.
Harmony is the feeling
when we begin dancing
and find it’s always been
this dance never stopping.
Music that sings like Niagra
some mistake for the roar,
while the power whisks
like nothing else before.
And all that noise, all that sound
All those places to be found
Birds there, fly at the speed of sound
To show how it all began
they come from underground.
Isn’t the next natural disaster
just as likely a matter formed
not from a pesky butterfly
but from a move in behind
a noise at the speed of sound?
Around every corner
another chance there
not to the status quo
but to puzzle the mind.
Who knows what we’ll find
how much of our world
do we miss in the hiss
of our ignorant minds?
You’ll never get there from here,
if turning that corner
becomes a habit you like.
Right or wrong, logic sticks
like a ball and chain of prison.
Letting go must persist
if we are to be fully aware
of everything out there
in the perfect harmony.
To show how it all began
Birds came flying from underground
If you could see it then you’d understand
Oh, when you see it then you’ll understand.
2007, RJDuberg
There is some very close language in this to Coldplay's song, The Speed of Sound, which I wish to acknowledge. In fact, I wrote this poem with the purpose of it harmonizing with the lyrics of that song.
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Friday, October 26, 2007
The Turn
Real heroism found in a consumer's package
is turned consumable by friction's heat
perfectly designed to hold its spin in balance.
What we eat, passes...
standards insuring health and taste
so the turn takes us from what degrades
leaving purity of the essence, a theory.
Spin will purposefully conceal the negative
in order to accentuate the positive.
So like racing into a fire is justice
when the child of innocence is there.
Those stories like the fastest vehicles
don't come without dangerous potentials
capable of putting one directly in harms way.
When justice cheats, anything is possible.
Unlike the flow of ordinary social life
the turns of justice are paradoxical challenges
under the radar of most understandings'
looking to validate judgement as righteous.
For the true heroes, how could their actions,
without doubt, awesome for being just,
ever be understood by interpretive mind?
Citations of precedence support illusion,
finite versions designed into legal rhetoric,
numbs precision of open curiosity
by substituting status and power, for choice,
reinforcing conformity and effective control.
Add humility to blindness, over the flames
of courage and heart. Justice comes
when acts appear as points of paradox, control spin
before it derails, and land injury before impact.
Making the turn of paradox happy
has no precedence
when by definition, anything is possible
so that man in his weakest condition
calls the shots without selfishness
precisely when selfishness precedes.
Justice knows no limit
able to stop all comers
who would rule the world.
That is doing justice,
the opportunity is an eternal choice.
Some are better at it than others,
they are the deified, the hero.
For the rest who feed and benefit
from their achievements,
dancing in the bend is a bumpy grind
as we stumble in the curve.
~D
is turned consumable by friction's heat
perfectly designed to hold its spin in balance.
What we eat, passes...
standards insuring health and taste
so the turn takes us from what degrades
leaving purity of the essence, a theory.
Spin will purposefully conceal the negative
in order to accentuate the positive.
So like racing into a fire is justice
when the child of innocence is there.
Those stories like the fastest vehicles
don't come without dangerous potentials
capable of putting one directly in harms way.
When justice cheats, anything is possible.
Unlike the flow of ordinary social life
the turns of justice are paradoxical challenges
under the radar of most understandings'
looking to validate judgement as righteous.
For the true heroes, how could their actions,
without doubt, awesome for being just,
ever be understood by interpretive mind?
Citations of precedence support illusion,
finite versions designed into legal rhetoric,
numbs precision of open curiosity
by substituting status and power, for choice,
reinforcing conformity and effective control.
Add humility to blindness, over the flames
of courage and heart. Justice comes
when acts appear as points of paradox, control spin
before it derails, and land injury before impact.
Making the turn of paradox happy
has no precedence
when by definition, anything is possible
so that man in his weakest condition
calls the shots without selfishness
precisely when selfishness precedes.
Justice knows no limit
able to stop all comers
who would rule the world.
That is doing justice,
the opportunity is an eternal choice.
Some are better at it than others,
they are the deified, the hero.
For the rest who feed and benefit
from their achievements,
dancing in the bend is a bumpy grind
as we stumble in the curve.
~D
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Savin Gestaltin
What really amuses me
is the confusion, my best
friends take it from me
let me talk endlessly, I will.
Chatting by their confusion
on it, over it, through it, under-
standing but a_part of it all
fantasizing of my princess
named gestaltin, beauty
the ideal I adore.
Everything stops however
comes to an end exhausted.
still, remaining best friends
and; I, left solidly a part.
What pieces are these
then and now
if ever?
rj, 2007
in response to Nickelback's Savin Me, Susie's choice
is the confusion, my best
friends take it from me
let me talk endlessly, I will.
Chatting by their confusion
on it, over it, through it, under-
standing but a_part of it all
fantasizing of my princess
named gestaltin, beauty
the ideal I adore.
Everything stops however
comes to an end exhausted.
still, remaining best friends
and; I, left solidly a part.
What pieces are these
then and now
if ever?
rj, 2007
in response to Nickelback's Savin Me, Susie's choice
Monday, October 15, 2007
With a Smile
Who came today while I was standing
surrounded by a garden, a playground
fun, beauty, and the green opportunity
it's my job to serve without deserving.
The reality of this existence pays me
lets my meanial work suffer an ecstasy
where life conforming to the mediocre
is traded a time for waggling paradise.
My job cleans away what travels along
coming in, going, coming out, I find
my purpose to separate what sticks
at the time, a sludge I love to hide.
Picking up what my mates let slide
somehow expands what only satisfies
a dance in harmony with cultivation
between the best in man with nature.
The planet came today with a smile.
(C) 2007, RJDuberg
surrounded by a garden, a playground
fun, beauty, and the green opportunity
it's my job to serve without deserving.
The reality of this existence pays me
lets my meanial work suffer an ecstasy
where life conforming to the mediocre
is traded a time for waggling paradise.
My job cleans away what travels along
coming in, going, coming out, I find
my purpose to separate what sticks
at the time, a sludge I love to hide.
Picking up what my mates let slide
somehow expands what only satisfies
a dance in harmony with cultivation
between the best in man with nature.
The planet came today with a smile.
(C) 2007, RJDuberg
Sunday, October 14, 2007
Stream of Consciousness Poem - Lonely Press of Mine
Love to write of love,
to pen on absentia
proxy more than poetry
falls as cloud of feathers.
Words all pointing to being
from which they grew
and together somehow
plucked to fall and scatter.
Rapture or heartbreak
healing or celebration
conscious love is willing,
the core of music, who knew?
Before this aboding ends
some anathema arises
in fact two intervals occur
to divert or detour the love.
Self centered love ends
turning around sadness of loss
our one sacred gift, the sacrafice
an eternal scar remains for us.
(Writing for love is not
what is higher, pure feelt.
Standards and all rules
surround token in logic.)
As such, the copy feelt
usually defies the common,
negating understanding,
moving not but stranding.
The pain involved finds us
intrinsically absentia by proxy
the rise of human spirit
tests precisely one persistence.
When failing to make the turn
learning to expect future abyss
forgetting and calculating comfort
limitations and finite time to come.
Darkness grows ever more just then
If there is persistent opposing
painful proof of the old adage
shakes as dark, being worse when last.
We love and fail to communicate
while communicating is essential
and despite our understanding
we discover a bizarre incompetence.
Born of habituated need to judge
based on the edifice built by self
our capacity to love remains pain
until we end self-love's knowing reign.
The prick of this imprisoned existence
comes at the moment we forget not
that such higher states are given
to surrender, not achieved by plot.
This remembering of one's self
supported by separating knowing
from what is purely feelt
passes as space in a needle-eye.
To forget this and one's self
and to never quit accepting help
designed to wake one to not sleep
paradoxically succeeds just as well.
There are paths and ways to evolve
despite this poem's chaotic revelation
one cannot deny in closing with verse
ending as just adoring beautiful source.
If beauty takes a beholding eye, then
ugly basically is what passes us by
such that any notice recognizes justly
the consequence of our weak existence.
In truth, ugliness seen is beyond notice
like perceiving astrophysicist's black holes,
what in fact isn't seen is beyond seeing
and will never be seen, it's beauty no more.
Thus to write about love has equal footing
while love no more would spell our demise
our particular defect of sleep is mechanical
mental, emotional, physical, and instinctual.
Freedom from that known requires an edge
sharp enough, to cut through Gordian's knot
and a place to start as mentioned above
the sacred sorrow and death to self-edifice.
Realized as a possibility, the real work begins
for that moment of grace when gift is made
the glory for all those awake to accept it,
we prepare by increasing consciousness.
So it goes... this much I remember at least.
It helps not to judge anything, recognizing
role of logic in sustaining a safe beingness.
Uncorrupted, reason isn't feeling, as thought.
Ethically, proper reason is mediated by theory
the boundary between known and unknown
where limits express orders of chaos
the sine qua non encapsulated in roll of dice
which begs the most important spiritual issue,
being the work involved in reducing our evolution
based on luck, when lucky enough is not.
So, this is neither balanced composition
or in any rigorous measure, poetry.
Here are merely the ramblings of mine
looking even less prose for the stumbling.
Question remains of value about nature,
to suffice on extract and to cohere
into a concise statement for elucidation?
Or, like more useful bandages in general
ought the receptacle for these words
likewise be the same, including its hazards?
-rjd, 2007
to pen on absentia
proxy more than poetry
falls as cloud of feathers.
Words all pointing to being
from which they grew
and together somehow
plucked to fall and scatter.
Rapture or heartbreak
healing or celebration
conscious love is willing,
the core of music, who knew?
Before this aboding ends
some anathema arises
in fact two intervals occur
to divert or detour the love.
Self centered love ends
turning around sadness of loss
our one sacred gift, the sacrafice
an eternal scar remains for us.
(Writing for love is not
what is higher, pure feelt.
Standards and all rules
surround token in logic.)
As such, the copy feelt
usually defies the common,
negating understanding,
moving not but stranding.
The pain involved finds us
intrinsically absentia by proxy
the rise of human spirit
tests precisely one persistence.
When failing to make the turn
learning to expect future abyss
forgetting and calculating comfort
limitations and finite time to come.
Darkness grows ever more just then
If there is persistent opposing
painful proof of the old adage
shakes as dark, being worse when last.
We love and fail to communicate
while communicating is essential
and despite our understanding
we discover a bizarre incompetence.
Born of habituated need to judge
based on the edifice built by self
our capacity to love remains pain
until we end self-love's knowing reign.
The prick of this imprisoned existence
comes at the moment we forget not
that such higher states are given
to surrender, not achieved by plot.
This remembering of one's self
supported by separating knowing
from what is purely feelt
passes as space in a needle-eye.
To forget this and one's self
and to never quit accepting help
designed to wake one to not sleep
paradoxically succeeds just as well.
There are paths and ways to evolve
despite this poem's chaotic revelation
one cannot deny in closing with verse
ending as just adoring beautiful source.
If beauty takes a beholding eye, then
ugly basically is what passes us by
such that any notice recognizes justly
the consequence of our weak existence.
In truth, ugliness seen is beyond notice
like perceiving astrophysicist's black holes,
what in fact isn't seen is beyond seeing
and will never be seen, it's beauty no more.
Thus to write about love has equal footing
while love no more would spell our demise
our particular defect of sleep is mechanical
mental, emotional, physical, and instinctual.
Freedom from that known requires an edge
sharp enough, to cut through Gordian's knot
and a place to start as mentioned above
the sacred sorrow and death to self-edifice.
Realized as a possibility, the real work begins
for that moment of grace when gift is made
the glory for all those awake to accept it,
we prepare by increasing consciousness.
So it goes... this much I remember at least.
It helps not to judge anything, recognizing
role of logic in sustaining a safe beingness.
Uncorrupted, reason isn't feeling, as thought.
Ethically, proper reason is mediated by theory
the boundary between known and unknown
where limits express orders of chaos
the sine qua non encapsulated in roll of dice
which begs the most important spiritual issue,
being the work involved in reducing our evolution
based on luck, when lucky enough is not.
So, this is neither balanced composition
or in any rigorous measure, poetry.
Here are merely the ramblings of mine
looking even less prose for the stumbling.
Question remains of value about nature,
to suffice on extract and to cohere
into a concise statement for elucidation?
Or, like more useful bandages in general
ought the receptacle for these words
likewise be the same, including its hazards?
-rjd, 2007
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
Not Tonight
That voice,
needing so much care
place, reason, enlightenment
period of time, craft, and structure.
The design of poetry trifles not.
Knowledge is just discord.
Desire is temptation.
There is no plot.
Not tonight.
needing so much care
place, reason, enlightenment
period of time, craft, and structure.
The design of poetry trifles not.
Knowledge is just discord.
Desire is temptation.
There is no plot.
Not tonight.
Monday, October 01, 2007
Gift of Light and Vision
The things that are seen
speak against a flat roar
of grumbling backfires
heard as tick tock blows.
The definition of ethics lost
when fog rolled in to talk
a hypnotic, imperious yawn,
some vaporous devil's spawn.
The spirit of man died,
the devil takes no care
as the rush of stupidity
moves in like real estate.
Ethics is lost in listening
whatever gets said, gets said
all petty cracks foam the drift
a toxic doom fatal to the touch.
I donned my bib and gloves
and set my art upon this
surf by the paradox
to the fading light.
Fore! Playing through it all
is a matter of visual style
integrating grass with asphalt
mastering eternity's shore.
While this cloudscape remains
I'll not waste time in harbors
no ethical meaning could dock,
but chase stupid back to hell.
Still, I'll rest to moon whispers
on full nights you might hear me
to quickly, to make the time real
beautiful is given in light and vision.
rj, 2007
This was meant to give some perspective to my absence here and what I've been doing with my time, developing myself as a graphic designer. Clearly, there is some less than masterful shore definition within the container and it continues to be wanting with respect to concrete anchors and pillars to hold it in the listening.
Some things always change, and some never do!
speak against a flat roar
of grumbling backfires
heard as tick tock blows.
The definition of ethics lost
when fog rolled in to talk
a hypnotic, imperious yawn,
some vaporous devil's spawn.
The spirit of man died,
the devil takes no care
as the rush of stupidity
moves in like real estate.
Ethics is lost in listening
whatever gets said, gets said
all petty cracks foam the drift
a toxic doom fatal to the touch.
I donned my bib and gloves
and set my art upon this
surf by the paradox
to the fading light.
Fore! Playing through it all
is a matter of visual style
integrating grass with asphalt
mastering eternity's shore.
While this cloudscape remains
I'll not waste time in harbors
no ethical meaning could dock,
but chase stupid back to hell.
Still, I'll rest to moon whispers
on full nights you might hear me
to quickly, to make the time real
beautiful is given in light and vision.
rj, 2007
This was meant to give some perspective to my absence here and what I've been doing with my time, developing myself as a graphic designer. Clearly, there is some less than masterful shore definition within the container and it continues to be wanting with respect to concrete anchors and pillars to hold it in the listening.
Some things always change, and some never do!
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Thursday, December 21, 2006
Monday, November 20, 2006
Friday, November 10, 2006
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Monday, October 30, 2006
Sunday, September 17, 2006
Sunday, September 10, 2006
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
~Sung Within Surreal
Not of time or place, this heart of mine
still beating as loud, this mystery of life
because good answers, a silent kind.
Death is coming for us, each day faster
challenging is our preserve, our purpose
religion made irony a fool for hypocricy.
I’ve been already and continue besides
asking myself how long maybe can take
against the innocent slaughtered by god.
Straining against the mechanical decibel
has always been a humming that’s mine
a wrap against the elements sung within.
(c) August, 2006, RJDuberg
still beating as loud, this mystery of life
because good answers, a silent kind.
Death is coming for us, each day faster
challenging is our preserve, our purpose
religion made irony a fool for hypocricy.
I’ve been already and continue besides
asking myself how long maybe can take
against the innocent slaughtered by god.
Straining against the mechanical decibel
has always been a humming that’s mine
a wrap against the elements sung within.
(c) August, 2006, RJDuberg
~How This Heart Continues
Late nights trouble me
I lose track of time
how long ago was it
when fall began
the world left to me
in the ruins of my heart
Doctor attended my survival
but nothing has changed.
How this heart continues
I'd rather not say, can't;
especially late at night
when life craps this way.
Those I love, so far away.
Men not allowed to whine.
Lonely and abandoned...
Would it have helped a child?
Back then as I began
the ignorance was bliss.
Now I'm accused of being a child.
An old guy does childish things
absentmindedly racing by time.
I feel less than way back then.
The spiritual quest didn't fail.
I awoke in a fall from grace.
Women were always a mistake
I'm obsessed over the love lost.
The pain warns me of my ego.
It's my life, it's my right to wake
on this flight more an aftermath
of waiting that's killing outright.
Knowing worse in the world
doesn't stop an iota of pain.
The wings that kept me aloft
were mythological and rotten
adding insult to the injury
of time lost in coming horror.
The dawn inflates my facade.
I know pretenses that please
despite how bitter the taste
invoked by other's whatever
like Sharapova tennis reruns
virtual power by image elite.
I have been waiting too long
for me not to whine about
how my heart continues.
I am forced to make a move
though there's no reason to.
The paradox screws tighten.
(c) September, 2006
I lose track of time
how long ago was it
when fall began
the world left to me
in the ruins of my heart
Doctor attended my survival
but nothing has changed.
How this heart continues
I'd rather not say, can't;
especially late at night
when life craps this way.
Those I love, so far away.
Men not allowed to whine.
Lonely and abandoned...
Would it have helped a child?
Back then as I began
the ignorance was bliss.
Now I'm accused of being a child.
An old guy does childish things
absentmindedly racing by time.
I feel less than way back then.
The spiritual quest didn't fail.
I awoke in a fall from grace.
Women were always a mistake
I'm obsessed over the love lost.
The pain warns me of my ego.
It's my life, it's my right to wake
on this flight more an aftermath
of waiting that's killing outright.
Knowing worse in the world
doesn't stop an iota of pain.
The wings that kept me aloft
were mythological and rotten
adding insult to the injury
of time lost in coming horror.
The dawn inflates my facade.
I know pretenses that please
despite how bitter the taste
invoked by other's whatever
like Sharapova tennis reruns
virtual power by image elite.
I have been waiting too long
for me not to whine about
how my heart continues.
I am forced to make a move
though there's no reason to.
The paradox screws tighten.
(c) September, 2006
Saturday, September 02, 2006
~Eve's Secret
Why agonize over it?
The assumed quintessential source of man's pain
cannot be balanced by what makes his life fun
cannot be looked at with her cynical eye lash
from shadows of myth or mirth in rebellion.
The rib, the crux, the bone, the point of wars
men know all too well her move behind doors
her worth and the stakes that fools bleed on
if a lady would extend me her great patience
women are not men's rival or defective genius
wrecking happiness by temptation over desire.
To consider her origin, let us ignore a secret
women act competitive provoking unhappiness
their karma distancing them from this shore
where they must return this honorable desire
stepping here is a goddess' right of passage
the alternative is hope's unthinkable death.
The secret of eve is the challenge of love
man's possibilities evolve in proportion
to the heart of synchronicity, with another.
So dear Lady, men are inversely your magic
and your presence gives essence its beauty
that imperfections like Satan get cast out.
Freedom needs you to be free next to me
It's time you come home so I may survive
otherwise these creeps that surround me
will be my deminse on this sea of outrage
Could you be anymore feminine in mercy
when you step here to end love's isolation?
© 2006, RJDuberg
The assumed quintessential source of man's pain
cannot be balanced by what makes his life fun
cannot be looked at with her cynical eye lash
from shadows of myth or mirth in rebellion.
The rib, the crux, the bone, the point of wars
men know all too well her move behind doors
her worth and the stakes that fools bleed on
if a lady would extend me her great patience
women are not men's rival or defective genius
wrecking happiness by temptation over desire.
To consider her origin, let us ignore a secret
women act competitive provoking unhappiness
their karma distancing them from this shore
where they must return this honorable desire
stepping here is a goddess' right of passage
the alternative is hope's unthinkable death.
The secret of eve is the challenge of love
man's possibilities evolve in proportion
to the heart of synchronicity, with another.
So dear Lady, men are inversely your magic
and your presence gives essence its beauty
that imperfections like Satan get cast out.
Freedom needs you to be free next to me
It's time you come home so I may survive
otherwise these creeps that surround me
will be my deminse on this sea of outrage
Could you be anymore feminine in mercy
when you step here to end love's isolation?
© 2006, RJDuberg
Thursday, August 24, 2006
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