Yesterday from North Pier Imperial Beach, Hoorah!

Attempt to Articulate

In the deepest musical resonations
that matter to one, to me, to you
what exists there has always been
a dream, like you, then and now
a song that hurts with a longing.

For awhile, you seemed to speak
what I have felt as lost in sorrow
brought back with joy and love
in your magnificence I listened
only to realize tragedy progress.

Attempt to articulate this horror
finds no landing except blame
for there is nothing that expresses
that direct and in line with mine.
A confused attempt to articulate.

Feb 19, 2006, RJDuberg

My Beach Looking Like a Reef

Surfer in IB Sunset

Analysis of Q(x)=Eu

Calculate a result in terms of the achievement of X amount of Energy in units(u) which completes and satisfies the highest relevant purposeful goal. Hold cultural variance constant, IE spirituality, factors of ecology and evolution.

Analyze effort to result, and remember that every moment of our lives are determined higher levels consciousness developed for effective and efficient repetitions of this analysis in REAL TIME as is appropriate to the harmony and happiness of our life and experience.

Without an exact and complete vision of the possibilities and potentials combined with a will to act, what happens in our lives is determined by accident and our overall mechanicalized boundaries.

With success as developing beings we witness the true payment humanity was created for fulfilling. Next to all the variable dimensions and factors in this process is mankind's isolation from higher ruling faculties, and his enslavement by ignorance and stupidity.

When measures result in a certain state in man, an unfolding and rebirthing of that man takes place from which a germination of free will is incubated and given essence and being requiring a paradoxical reversal of polarity along functional dimensions, such as attention.

Regardless of the depth and complexity of this topic, a truly essential scope is termed simply Know How Much Your Willing to Pay for "THIS" and whether or not you would stake your life on producing a precise transaction in the universe. All that given and considered, those who thrive within this challenge are my heroes ad infinitum infinity or eternity forever.

(c) Rjd, 1/2006

Not Hope, Nor Hip Cynicism, but Better Day Today.

Recent yesterdays defy darkest imagination as they were and have begun to fade in their recidivism.

Sun Rays Forever

Meeting the Strays

My little flying doggy on the beach this AM after I pulled out the following two strophes reaching on cryptic legs that seem unlike doggy's but rather mired in quicksand, a destiny like that of a dump.

Well anonymous schmonymous
I'll not have strange minds
asking my dimwit a dime
when we've not the time.

Though talent unfurled in you
reminds me to curl the torrent
before I ride that broncness
and what snakeyes mean.

Beach Found in IB

When asked all I could say was 'puff of smoke?'

Glad 2005 over!

~Running Down a Moment

... is to carry a fire extinguisher
for deadly melt of self and some
a voiding transforming ~ rise.

Thank you, to luck
means what, to you
on Christmas Day
before the New Year.

The religious warring ,
factions of terrorism ,
or oppressed tourism
if you want, no matter.

Who want to charge
have ceased to exist.
Pop culture is-a low lie
tho- in light possibility.

There's tragic progress ,
our own bridges to right ,
as forever stone remains
the anchors of our floors.

My floor incessantly wonders
about yours a lot too much
and about how things turn ,
pitch, and roll into oblivon.

Remember the Bandit!!
Fastest in our southwest
ever there was anywhere.
Rest in peace? I wonder now.

Yesterday is our greatest lie ,
Here isn't desired anymore ;
No truer challenge must be
than the promise of afterlife.

RJDuberg, 12/2005

~Distinctly Different

Pulling yourself through
stiffest unforgiving
opposition
is all you can do.

What I want is what I got,
no more no less
and it is NOT my duty
despite my choice.

The moment this changes
the language proceeding
is toxic harm recognized
and personal pain arises.

Key to integrity of desire,
the peace and happiness,
is understanding flip sides,
their shadows' essence.

Backs to other dimensions
leave one ignorant, a fool.
Keeping all sides in mind
produces clearer moments.

Active search and records
testing one's education
in this case, intellect
makes spin, the distinction.

Over time, spin's moment
seen from its integral
resets stepwise focus.
Back and forth, pulls you.

That way allows words
for the self, to neutralize
itself through no desire.
Remembering shadows.

Look at the differential,
Identify what you have.
Think out everything else
grateful for what's given.

Otherwise, by day's end
hope for a new dawn
falls past the fading light
lost in darkest shadows.

It's the end of the year.
I'm writing Santa Claus.
I heard he was magic
satisfying joyful desire.

The action fascinates
by its minimalist mode
every item on the list
another degree of self.

What you are is listening.
The world remains behind
while the universe shines
to free us all from gravity.

(c)~Dec'05 RJDuberg

~Saying The Love of Spiritual Grace

The grace is known fully
by transformed listening
alpha and omega will kiss
in manifest unity, on the most
divine sexuality, spirit blessed.

The infused gross energy complete
in clearest meanings possible
paradox transpires to transparent.
The sweetest kind of mystery
unthought, yet being of radiance,
existence, intrinsic and essential.

The force faith wants not
its mustard steamy hot,
perfection without constraint,
truth without mental delusion.
This share made for us only
an infinite universe made intimate.

And in return all I ask and need is...
That, my beloved values and holds up
what happenstance of process meaningfully
to what is most worthy and unforgettable.
Failing that harm not for love's sake.

(rough TBR)
(c) 10/2005, RJDuberg

Being Done

Spiritual scripture sold to the world
gets easier to digest for every do over
we think along lies mothers got over us
after screeching in pain over a childbirth.

Our relief is seed to illusions unquestioned
our passing on the masculine viewpoint
denied value for its intrinsic detachment
yet necessary for seat of great paradox.

Silence of men responding to femininity
is greatest use of a gender's forgiveness
whereby her finish finds a sweet blossom
breathing fulfilled what fragrant love airs.

(c) 10/2004, RJDuberg

Breath Fulfilled

Spiritual scripture sold to the world
gets easier to digest for every do over
we think along lies mothers got over us
after screeching in pain over a childbirth.

Our relief is seed to illusions unquestioned
our passing on the masculine viewpoint
denied value for its intrinsic detachment
yet necessary for seat of great paradox.

Silence of men responding to femininity
is greatest use of a gender's forgiveness
whereby her finish finds a sweet blossom
breathing fulfilled what fragrant love airs.

(c) 10/2005, RJDuberg

A Break From Depression

I know the greatest need
and also my failure indeed
to honor and love intrinsic.

Once, in a great while, inspiration
arrives meterorically, a find
appearing free of time; noteworthy.

Best cliche is stereotypically grand
the missing link synthesizes holistic
alignment and reveals inner light.

More complicated than a jig saw puzzle
the key element fits uniquely
an interface connecting the knowns.

Knowledge transcends interface then,
through some magic concourse
providing consciousness its moment.

Then, and I predict again now
time somehow reasserts its evil,
erasing what grip grabbed so well.

Left relieved of power and forgetfull
our reason continues on higher
our understanding more articulate.

The reality of life less confused, is
smaller, simpler, if still mysterious too
to gain ever more respectability.

Balance, begins blooming brightly
by itself and in the myriad
this alone calms me now.

For I am weak, but desire you
as beauty abounds in the world
you are beauty's best moment.

I know the highest lofts of praise
only suggest what the eye blinks
of character beheld intrinsically.

This language is more effective
as a listening, even as I write
as I must, I seek to reconcile.

In my higher consciousness
presence purifies the great
the spiritual supreme manifest.

Simplicity equates to the slightest
any and all details harmonize
revealing a resonant truth.

May I reconcile with your grace
I wish to liberate my self
and embrace the love infinite.

How do I continue and keep awake
I've already failed, quite asleep
here with my endless listing need.

(c) 10/2005, RJDuberg

~Rememberibg II

Remembering Her II

The dreaming is the being, deliciously
imagining means feliciously beyond
in abstract acts of power and hidden.

Your knowledge makes persistence
a counter weight called agreement
so insight will be given fairest wisdom.

Feeling transits across the realm of self
providing the great portal of mystery
yet true, pure, as the original instant.

Perhaps irony needs fly gerund to say
remembering her is the great gravity.

© August 2005, RJDuberg